We must look to the Lord. We must seek His face. Above all others.
Can we see His face when we are looking at other things? other people? with an obstructed view?
Yesterday I was trying to read a passage of Scripture and I just couldn't focus on the words. It's like they were blurred. I'd blink and rub my eyes but still, the words were not clear. I kept reading along but was so annoyed. I looked up at the television screen and the minister who was speaking was also blurred. I realized there was a smudge on my glass lens. I took off my glasses and wiped the smudge away and then I could clearly see the verse of scripture and the minister's face on television.
Life with Jesus is like that. We are trying to look to Him and we do "seek" His face, His will, His way; but we can't quite clearly see Him. His way is a bit blurred. We're pretty sure it's Him we are hearing, seeing in our lives but there is this niggling sense of doubt. Sometimes things get between us and Jesus. We allow the world to cloud over our spiritual eyes. Even the smallest thing can smudge our view of the Lord.
Less meditating on His Word.
Less prayer.
Less fellowship.
Instead, we look to others to fill needs we have, emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually. We look to others-- friends who may not be seeking the best of Christ. We seek another's face-- or even our own as we follow after our desires... rather than His. When we do this, the spiritual lens of our eyes gets dirty. And while we can search for all the right answers, our vision and discernment is clouded. We can be fooled.
We need to clean away the things, the people, the activities that get between us and the Lord and refresh our souls by looking to Him and seeking His face with clearer perspective. Time. Time with Him and Him alone. Reading His Word and praying. "Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you." James 4:8
Sometimes to draw near to God, we must go back to a time when we knew His closeness, when we felt His presence in our lives. We must recall the best of our relationship with Him. We must make Him the center of our life once more. And all the doubt that arises will be made clear.
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