I have often admired women who speak with eloquence and ease: Beth Moore, Priscilla Shirer, Anne Graham Lotz. I've had speaking engagements through the years as a Christian. I've spoken to women's ministry events. I've led training sessions for various ministries within the church. But no matter how often I speak, I never feel totally at ease. I'm much more comfortable writing than speaking. My mind gets all excited with new thoughts and before I've finished one thought, I race on to another. Sometimes it makes perfect sense to me, then I realize by the expressions of confused faces, that I have chased a rabbit down a trail. That's when I have to back up and start over again. I also have problems with interruptions. If I'm interrupted in mid-sentence of paragraph (like when someone tries to finish my sentence for me), I forget where I was going and wind up looking quite emptied-headed. In the final analysis of things, it doesn't matter near as much as I think it does. For it is written:
"If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal." 1 Corinthians 13:1
More than articulate phrases and poetic oratory, the language of God is love. And no matter how pretty I may sound, no matter how well I communicate words about love or God, if I do not own love and manifest love, my words are noise. Without love my words are annoying. Loud, ear-piercing, irritating, worthless noise. That is it.
PRAYER: Lord, help me be more concerned about loving than sounding like I am loving. Instill in my heart a desire to love others as You love. Let my actions match my words.
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