I stand absolutely amazed today. I was thinking about how long I’ve been writing these devotionals. Every day since September 1st of 2007. I haven’t counted how many that is but I think it’s somewhere around 210 posts. To think that God has granted me the strength to write when I have been so sick I could hardly see, stirs me to praise Him. To ponder how much He’s taught me and shown me through His Word thrills me.
He has made me able to write when I didn’t feel like writing. He’s prompted and convicted me. When I had no words to offer anyone–when I felt empty and tired. He’s encouraged me. When I was heartsick. He comforted me. When I believed all resources were gone to continue. He provided.
He “made me able”.
Because God judged me and counted me faithful and trustworthy, Jesus gave me thoughts to share. I was moved to tears tonite when I thought about it. Me. Jesus chose me. He appointed me to this stewardship of ministry. It doesn’t matter what others write. It doesn’t matter how many read this. It doesn’t matter who doesn’t. I write because Jesus chose me and appointed me because He had a plan for my words–for someone. Yesterday, today and tomorrow.
How blessed I am to have such an opportunity to serve my Lord. How grateful I am to do what I love to do. How absolutely amazed I am to think He counted me faithful and trustworthy. Considering all I was and am, it is a miracle. An absolute miracle, I tell you. And I give thanks.
“I give thanks to Him Who has granted me [the needed] strength and made me able [for this], Christ Jesus our Lord, because He has judged and counted me faithful and trustworthy, appointing me to [this stewardship of] the ministry.” 1 Timothy 1:12.
Yes, I write for Someone–and perhaps the someone who most needs it is not you or any other–but simply me. I know I’ve certainly learned a great deal these past few months. selahV
[copyrighted, SelahV Today, 2008]
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