Something is missing. You have everything in the world to make you happy. But you aren't. You have a great family, the job of your dreams, a beautiful home, lots of friends. But something is missing; there's got to be more than this. OR...
You have nothing, have lost everything, the job, the home, the family, the friends. You have reached the end of your rope with life--the difficulties, broken relationships, betrayals. Still, you believe there is just something else you need in your life, something you can't quite name. You know it is something that can make things better. You search for this something in all the places the world offers and discover emptiness, temporal pleasures, and lies. You think there is no hope. You are wrong.
I have lived in both places. With and without. I had everything a person could want. The American dream. Yet something was missing. I searched to no avail. I even went to churches. I couldn't find the missing piece. I made some horrible decisions. I reached the end of my rope. Life was a disaster. I was a disaster. Then people came into my life that led me to hear about a Person who changed my entire life. His name is Jesus. I heard the old story of Him coming to earth to live a sinless life to die upon a cross to save me from my sin. All my searches for power, success, self-worth, status, value, love--they came up empty. There was no contentment, no peace, no joy.
"Are you a Christian?" a pastor asked as he visited me in a hospital. I squirmed inside; I recalled the day I was seven and was baptized. I remembered all the things I'd done in my life that were not pleasing to the God I'd learned about as a child. "I'm not living like one." We both had the answer. I wasn't a Christian. A month later, I stood knowing I needed Jesus who died just for me because He loved me. I understood a forgiveness I could not comprehend. He suffered and died on a cross to pay the price for the world's sin. For my family. For my friends. For me, Hariette Petersen. I wanted that forgiveness. I wanted the joy I saw on other Christians' faces. I wanted the peace others displayed in the midst of all their trials and difficulties. I wanted the hope of eternal life and the security of owning it. I told this to God. I thanked Him for sending His son to take away my sin. I no longer wanted to live unto myself. My ways were worthless, meaningless. In my heart, I knew I would not ever be the same. I knew I was different from the inside out. It was like walking toward a knock at the door and when I got to the door it opened unto me. And I walked into the grace of God and never was the same again. Desires changed. Habits were broken. Hunger for His Word could not be satisfied. I was a new person. I no longer thought the same way. I saw things from some other perspective outside myself. I learned it was God's.
I look back on the woman who met Jesus that day in January and wonder how she could have lived the way she did. Yet, I understand that it was because she did not know Jesus. Her life was to live for herself--and unknowingly, for the devil himself. She'd lived a life deceived by all that glittered but was not gold. She'd sought love in all the wrong places and never found it anywhere. Then Jesus poured out Himself to her, and I became the me I am today. Loving God. Knowing that Jesus will keep me in this world and in eternity with Him when I die. I will not receive the punishment I deserve for all my godlessness. Jesus re-created me in His righteousness and He sits in Heaven interceding on my behalf, telling the Father that I am His and covered in His blood. Nothing can change that, I've been sealed by His Spirit.
And I do not understand all the mystery of how God does what He does, nor how He loves me when I do not feel loveable. I do not understand how He moved me from death to life, from sin to holiness. But His written Word tells me He does it. And I am ever grateful for the knowledge of His promises and surety of His grace. Faith is definitely the victory, that overcomes the world. Thank you, Jesus. selahV
OTHER POSTS YOU MAY FIND ENCOURAGING:

BECAUSE OF THIS
COUNT IT ALL JOY WHEN YOUR WORLD EXPLODES
WEAKNESS IS A PAIN
I BELIEVE
If you read this today and are searching, feel free to email me. Maybe I can help. selahVtoday@aol.com
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